July is my company performance appraisal and as per year, we write down our objective for the new year and what we intend to achieve.
Though this two years has been recession years, I must admit the company has not been too bad, at least I have a job, a objective to fulfill each day so each day is a challenging day for me. Knowledge wise and working ethics, I do not have much problem. But as the days, months and years go by, there is one problem which i have yet to overcome, that is my anger. I actually wrote it down as one of my many objectives to fulfill this year round.
Everyone will have temper and a pressure point where we can take before exploding into anger. But I have a rather low pressure point or rather, when i get angry, I can get very fierce and this has become a sore point to some of my fellow colleagues, whom feel I am too fierce for comfort. As I am a very committed person, things can easily get out of hand when the pressure to perform and get things working can play tricks on people's minds.
But strangely, I realize as fast as I get angry, I also cool down fast. As senior, I have fellow team members to guide and seek guide from so sometimes I do behave objective but other times, I get high on emotion and creates problems for both myself and others.
Looks like I still have a long way to curb my inner demons before they consume me. i always think one of reasons I still is single could be due to my temper which at times may prove too much for some to stomach.......
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