Thursday, November 12, 2009

Daily Life: Can love cure anger?

Recently maybe due to working pressure to perform plus other issues with other sites, I feel that i get angry very easily. Take today for example, I am supposed to be on leave but due to a server issue, I decided to get back office to resolve the problem. The manager that reported the problem to me got whack by me.... Of course the problem did not lay with him nor do i not know the company culture. What cause me to be angry is the users suggest the the previous support staff just switch on/off the server and the problem went away.

I was totally blown off after this comment as 1) the support staff is no longer with the company 2)what he did no one knows else him and the problem does not gets resolved. it just get side-track and pile up into another issue by itself. I first hand saw what damage the ex support staff did and people who knows the truth know that I have every reason to be angry.

But as a infrastructure engineer, I know that with the problem faced by the manager, there is no way for his dept to perform effectively and it will directly impact MIS and give people more reason to 'screw' us up. I managed to identify the root cause and resolved it before 10.30am.

Since I am on leave, I went home after that and went for a 6-lap run (a lap around my estate is about 600m). I feel de-stress after that. But how long I can last like that I wonder? Somebody say love can smooth a wild beast, I doubt any girl is willing to take the risk..... to save.....

Well lets take a day as it goes and keep in mind that I need to keep calm.....

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