Today I celebrate my 31st Birthday. Even though its a public holiday following the hari Raya holiday on Sept 20 (which is on Sunday this time round), I am back in office working.
Since there is no one to celebrate my birthday with me, I choose to give myself a treat of Mac fish fillet meal (up-size of course); that's lunch. Dinner should be a homely affair with home cooked food (I doubt my aunts/mum remember my birthday anyway so its will be a simple daily meal instead).
As I take stock of my situation, I realize I am 4 years away to get my own flat.... yeah... finally become a property I can call my own. The other way to own a flat in Singapore is to get married or better very rich to afford a private apartment. Since I am single and I do not wish to impose unhappiness on any females, I choose to wait until 35. Foolish? No. I do not think so. I do not see a point in getting married just to get a flat... its too much a gamble ones life-long happiness on a few months of pleasure being a property owner. Rich? (look below)
Financially I am broke... yes.. very broke.... I still servicing loans taken earlier for my studies and ill-fated investments. Well, its not too painful as long as I learn from them. A bright spot: I finishing one loan in 1 months time so I am one step closer to close all my loans... then I can go on to invest in other things like going to the gym or swimming (these things need $$)
Spiritually, I do not know if i still count myself as a christian, its being so long since I went to church and from what i last heard, all my old friends at TRBC are either gone to other churches or like myself, fallen to the sidelines. Will I go back? That answer i do not even know it myself... too much has changed and I too have changed... nothing will be the same again.
So Happy Birthday to you, Tzewen from Tzewen. (if you do not take care of yourself, there is no one to do that for you.) :)
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